Do Not Give Up!

For long I was in the belief that I wasn't good enough that I wasn't enough intelligent to succeed in life. My mentality and the confidence on how I saw myself was so low that it was almost nonexistent. I only saw flaws in me and the things I did. I felt I was completely inadequate.

To keep it short, I have experienced quite a lot and of which most are bad or horrible things and situations BUT I am still here and still trying to find my place where I feel at home and also working to feel myself hole and adequate. I am sure that day will come when I have reached and found those goals.

People have asked, how am I still standing and going forward, after all that has happened?

My answer is Because I always felt that I'm here for something better, something extraordinary and more significant than what I have done before or just being home and coping with the pain and loneliness. I wan't to show that now when I know what my purpose is I can start doing and living the way I have dreamed of doing. Basically I want to help others. And now after few grey hairs that I have accomplished to get from the experiency on dealing with the bureaucracy and all the petitions for getting some assistance or support, I have the knowledge to share. So that is the force that's moving me forward even when I am feeling down or beaten or full with pain and frustration, to be able to help someone else so that person doesn't have to go through all the frustration and humiliation that I have.

I won't give up! It is not the choise I want to make. 

I am here to show that you are valuable and you can do fantastic things during your life, if you choose to. But you have to work to get what you want and to achieve the goals. And how you do things make the difference and gets you closer to your goals or prevent you from achieving them.

I took the choise to change my life for good toward a better destination than where I was going before by drifting from one place to another. My journey really begins now with theBlueLips - RAW REAL REVEALING because now I have a well thought plan that I execute decisively and most importantly at first I am not  heading for the main goal but for the first semi goal and after that to the second and so on.

xoxo SusaMarie - theBlueLips